Why, O my soul, are you downcast? – Psalm 42:11 NIV
Of all the months of the year, October is my favorite. There isn’t a thing I don’t like about it, except it’s only 31 days.
The cooler temperatures bring on sweater season, cuddle season, soup and stew season, and the first fire in the wood burner. The hillsides explode in brilliant splashes of scarlet, gold, orange. The shorter daylight hours hint at long, relaxing evenings by the wood burner, reading and crocheting.
Ah, autumn . . . Author Lee Maynard called it “the season of the year that God seemed to put there just for the beauty of it.”
“If I were a bird,” wrote George Eliot, “I would fly about the earth seeking successive autumns.”
This year, I wish I could fly about the earth seeking autumn! Because it certainly seems to have bypassed us in these parts.
Too much precipitation and unseasonably warm temperatures have resulted in a disappointing fall season. Rain and wind teamed up to snatch dying leaves from the trees before they had a chance to turn. Three weeks into October, the red maple in front of my house is still green, although half its leaves are gone. And how I looked forward to the bright orange glow infusing my dining room!
I took for granted the October leaves would always be vibrant, the temperatures would always turn cooler, and I would snuggle under warmer blankets. I never expected the leaves to go straight from late-summer green to drab brown, or to wear shorts and flip flops when I longed to wrap myself in my favorite sweater and putter around the house in my soft, sheep-fur-lined moccasins.
I expected October to always be brilliant and beautiful.
When our expectations collide with reality, disappointment crashes in.
My disappointment with the season pales in comparison to disappointment with the way life often turns out.
We expect good; we get bad.
We expect health, we get illness.
We expect fair weather; we get wind and rain and storms.
We expect faithfulness; we get betrayal.
We expect to enjoy a long, happy, loving marriage; we get widowhood and loneliness much sooner than we expected.
We expect a comfortable income; we get too much month at the end of the money.
We expect reward for all our hard work; we get more hard work with no reward in sight.
We expect the garden to produce a bountiful harvest. We get blight, bugs, and bad weather.
But God never promised us a charmed life, did He?
He never promised nothing bad would ever happen to us. But He does promise to work all things for our good (Romans 8:28). It may not by what we planned, but His plans are for our good (Jeremiah 29:11) and are exceedingly abundantly above all we can ask or imagine (Ephesians 3:20; Isaiah 55:8–9).
He never promised we’d never be alone. But He did promise to never leave us or forsake us (Hebrews 13:5).
He never promised we wouldn’t suffer the pains of growing old, but He did promise to sustain and carry us through our golden years (Isaiah 46:4).
He never promised other people, particularly those we love, wouldn’t disappoint us. But He did promise to be all we need (Lamentations 3:21–26).
He never promised us a battle-free life. But He did promise us victory (John 16:33).
His Word is filled with His promises to His children.
The world, your family, your friends, your life may disappoint you.
But God never will.
When I’m enduring a season of disappointment, Lord, help me to hear Your whispers of hope. Amen.
Read and meditate on Psalm 42.
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